Happy is an Inside Job

Breath came to me 38 years ago but life began when I found happy. I wanted to be a wife and I was. I wanted to be a mother and I was. I got what I asked for but none of it made me feel happy inside.  Let me tell you, the answer to what made me happy was not simple.   I needed to make money, I needed to be home for the kids and I needed to be a wife.

So I thought, “Perfect!” I’ll make money online from home… “Not perfect.” Network marketing had been one of the first opportunities that life sent my way but it wasn’t for me.  I loved to learn new things so I took to the books!  I learned tons of stuff from having a positive attitude to creating a vision board to treating my business like a business rather than a hobby.

A chance encounter on Facebook led me to a mentoring program for making money online. One of my fellow students had been raving about The Secret by Rhonda Byrnes and posted on Facebook that it was an absolute must watch. Open to the idea of law of attraction, I watched it and suddenly, the past ten years made total sense.  It wasn’t bad luck, I wasn’t jinxed. My thoughts and actions had unknowingly created the reality I lived in. Once I worked on changing everything started to change!

At first, I practiced manifesting parking spaces.  Then I decided that it would be good to manifest a new van.  Within a mere 10 days the van was in my driveway.  Awesome! But not really because I still wasn’t feeling happy.

Most recently, life has given me the chance to learn new healing modalities; brought new friends into my life; and opened countless doors and windows.  Through all this, I’ve noticed that the universe brings me exactly what I need, exactly at the time I need it.  There is an almost serene flow to it.  Like a gentle wave that I can ride, knowing it will take me where I need to be.

When we’re clear about what we need, the Universe knows how to take care of us and we get what we need.

Oh and my happy?  I always had it within.  It’s when I started letting it shine through that the magic started to happen.  Moral of the story: Start with happy, the rest will simply flow.

Copyright © May Baydoun 2017 All Rights Reserved.  No part of this document may be reproduced without written consent from the author.

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May Baydoun did all the “right” things and followed all the “right” steps. But she knew deep down that there was more to life than getting an education, getting married, having children... There had to be more than just the cards you are dealt. Watching her children play, she overheard her daughter saying “... just like mommy”. The sudden realization that her children, her daughters especially, would grow up to be just like mommy frightened her deeply. She was the role model of what a woman can be in this life and at that time, May wasn’t satisfied with who she was nor what she stood for. She was nothing more than her mother had shown her to be... A woman in her thirties, married with young children putting her dreams and ambitions on a permanent hold to raise a family. In that moment, she fully understood that she could not expect her children to become more or better than she was willing to be herself. It was a harsh reality check; and in that moment, she made the decision she would become the best version of herself she could be because she HAD to be the best possible role model for her children. That powerful decision, her awakening, meant that she could no longer accept the average life she had led up until that point. She set out on a wild journey of deep self-discovery. Not only of who she was, but who she wanted to be and how to become that woman who had that life. Along the way, she made the discovery of the law of attraction and suddenly her whole life made sense. The good luck... The bad luck... The past decade of her life. It all made sense. She had created it all. And if she could create it, then she could dis-create it and re-create something new. She began testing the theory and in no time was proven right. Fully trusting the Universe, she allowed herself to be led on the journey. She has had the beautiful blessing of learning from so many great thought leaders and piecing together the many pieces of life’s intriguing puzzle. Over a decade later, she has discovered her life purpose, and is living it fully. Now that the student has become a master, she teaches others the principles that have led to her radical life transformation and how they too can leverage (or hack) the Universe to get anything they want... without breaking any of the laws!

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